31.7.05
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whoa..this month ended so quickly i didnt really notice because of the many things happening...time flies..
i am feeling really disappointed with myself nowadays..what's with me..i can't understand my own thoughts some times...am i really stupid or what? i think i really am now...i know..according to serena and some others..i should not be saying this now as if the results are out..i may feel even stupider for saying all these things after all..there is still one more week...and i am trying to relax at this very moment...beau is just so pro...i have nothing to say lor..i cant even bring myself to smile these days..even if i smile..it would be a forced one..i dont know...i really dont know...
i should not think about such stuffs now and should instead concentrate on the maths ca next tuesday..mymy..i dont even know if sam is ready for it yet..
i screwed up my spring test because of one freaking careless mistake that led to the disastrous ending...i hope i can pass it though..sigh..i was rushing when drawing th graph and plotted one of the points wrongly..like !*&#*&$*(^)%&#...
the geography test was pretty alright..the highest in class is a 18..i bet it is not me cause i already confirm got 2 marks gone and it was told that if the 18 might become a 20 if after the discussion, her answer is correct and that cant be me..so yiwen...dont say i am pro at geog lor..last year was a different situation as it was an open book la...
many things are running through my head...i just cant place them all in here...sigh...this is really driving me up the wall leh...
no band on monday..what a sad story...but on the other hand..i can study for the maths ca on tuesday...
i shall be patient and wait...
RUOYU was here!
11:36 AM
