2.8.05
020805
I AM FLABBERGASTED
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OH MY GOODNESS
OH MY GOD
IS THIS REAL
OR AN ILLUSION?
oh shucks snap out of it ruoyu...this is just a dream..that would never happen during the entire life span of my pathetic life...what can i say? only words can express all my feelings now...
depression
disappointment
anger
anguish
hate
envy
degrading
freaked
jealousy
impatient
worried
irritated
disgrace
hopeless
hurt
suicidal
oh wth...what am i doing? improving my vocab ah...sigh..this is really not working out for me..i am just not the material they are looking for...i am actually a pile of nothing...i am stupid..i am not brainy..i am just an empty shell...there is only a few days left..4 days to be exact...it seems to be a long time, but it is not..time flies..it really does..before you know it..
special thanks to all those who cared and tried to put a smile on my face...really appreciate it you know and i am also very touched too...people like bernice, jessica a.k.a. jessicU, louisa, gillian, sam, candice and many others...
i hope everything turns out fine after all...
RUOYU was here!
8:34 PM