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finally i brought myself to blog again. sigh, it's not that i dont have time to blog, i am just simply to lazy to. dont know why. i feel lethargic doing anything except sleeping.
my life has been changing tremendously. Facing many ups and downs lately and i feel happy to have such great friends to support me. i cant be bothered anymore, what's the point of going the extra mile when you are not even appreciated. it's just a freaking waste of my precious time. i dont understand why some people have to act this way just because of a competition. i know the competition means a lot but it also does not mean that you can act this way. hold on, you can act anyway you like, i dont give a damn about it. as i already said, i cant be bothered anymore.
i only go the extra mile for people who deserves it. why should i waste time on things like this.
i am facing so much stress that i think i am going to collapse sooner or later. my mum's not helping, she seems to be the one contributing to it. therefore, sometimes i feel like running away from all these.
hmm, my life doesnt seem very positive eh? no but it is. sometimes, with people like nat, meimei, jajanana, harsh puppy, jiajia, and mama around. they cause me to smile even if i dont feel like doing so. thanks for making me smile.
harsh puppy: thanks for helping me in everything i do. i think that's the best birthday present you can give me. compared to my lousy DIY circuit which i have yet to repair.
RUOYU was here!
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