26.8.05
PLEASE DONT TAG ANONYMOUSLY HOR...please lah hor..tag as something more appropriate like your name..dont you feel proud of your own name..come on lah hor..WHO TAGGED AS EEYER? tell me ah...i want to know..wont kill you de...just tell me who you are lah hor..when i am online..at least tell me who you are..dont tag as something i cant recognise lah hor..at least give me a hint on who you are mah...
ok..this term marks are finally ALL OUT...completely..i feel like jumping off a building...like gosh lah...dont look if you dont want to...i have yet to make it invisible...
english-C5 (come on..cry with me)
maths-A1
science-A1
chinese-A1
literature-A2
geography-A1
design and technology-A1
art-B3 (cry again too)come on..lets all cry...-_-
ok so yeah...nothing much today...let me talk about yesterday...first thing i heard from cheryl was that she lost her wallet...was so nice to go to the general office with her lor...be grateful i am there..hahaha..then nothing much lor...lessons and stuffs..was very exhausted...after school..how fun..we had band...ok so met cheryl and lena...went towards the canteen but then..met alexa and kuanyee halfway who took lena away..so me and cheryl went up to put my bag...ok cheryl...very nice to go up with me..hahahaha..rights..ok so after that..when we wanted to go spc..saw peiqi, then go spc together lor...wah lao..eat with them can laugh until die lor...especially when cheryl is so giggly and stuffs..
went back to school..was at peiqi's section area there...talk and talk then cheryl needed to go to the toilet so after that..she went in to one of the cubicle beside a shower...i turned the knob of the shower and spray water on cheryl while she was urinating and of course when she came out...she started screaming and attempted to murder me...i ran for my life of course..was screaming and laughing all the way..then i ran into the library..and was panting really loudly...cheryl was still outside gasping for air..when she came in...we started playing CATCHING in the library and the librarian said "GIRLS, finish laughing before you come into the library and DONT play catching in the library" we went out of course..so maluated le lor..hahahah..but continued running cause cheryl was still chasing after me...run all the way to the classroom block lor...pianggg..then i ran back to the piano area and saw a chair..sat down and cheryl shouted, "WOW..sit there so good hor..let me sit on you." so i picked up the chair and used it to defend myself as cheryl was in a crazy mood...lifting her legs and aiming at every part of my beautiful body.HA! hahahah..ok lah..then play play...went for sectionals as usual..candice came today..she asked me where weeling go and i was supposed to say jurong island but guess what..i think my nerves something wrong lor..i said, "oh weeling went to the jungle..." then candice was like ??? hahahah..siao..i am siao leh...hahah..ok then after that got something like fall in...before it started, me and cheryl decided to go toilet but then apparently there was no toilet paper in all the toilets we went and we had to go to the other end of the classroom block to use a toilet which has toilet paper...sheeshh.this is definitely not a good and effective way of saving trees...afterwhich...we heard and clapping and gosh..we were obviously late...ran back...POP into the room and saw ms sia...wanted to back out but stupid cheryl was blocking me...ok so i think i am deaf too..
ms sia: why both of you so late?
me: go toilet
cheryl: -smiling-
ms sia: you should say "i was late because i went to the toilet."
-oh i swear i didnt hear the first part and only heard the "i went to the toilet" part-
me: YEAH i went to the toilet
-people laughing at i dont know what-
cheryl: hahahaha
ms sia: say "i am dumb"
me: I...WHAT?? no i'm not..
cheryl: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHA
ok so dumb lah k...people laughing at me..ooh..i bring joy to other people's life..what shit...liar liar pants on fire...BLEAGH...ok then practiced persis and fantasy on the old hunderdth.. oh ya..the fall in was about the announcement of the band committee members and stuffs...CONGRATS HUH!
ok lah..gtg and study..bye..please tag
RUOYU was here!
9:07 PM
20.8.05
200805
It's finally all over..all the tests...but there is still geog going on...sigh..my results for this term is not bad BUT it is quite bad compared to overall you know...sigh...i dont know..i think i really have to work hard for my As for the overall...the combi i wanna go is triple geog..sad case..i think i can only score will in geog...for a humanities subject lah...here are my grades...dont look if you dont want to...
english 57.7 C5
maths 81.75 A1
science 79.7 A1
chinese 75 A1
geography 75 A1
literature 71.25 A2
ok la..main subs only...i have nothing to comment liao...sigh...this is kinda bad...my english is dropping..like a bomb...please dont laugh..hahaha..i feel bad enough as i am laughing at myself laio..
ok shall blog about today...had band woke up at 7.30 got ready by 7.45 like that...but then got diarrhoea..so chiong to toilet lor..and was late for band..nothing much today..just played persis and fantasy lor...according to mr ong...it brings back old memories or something...hurhur..i think i am going deaf or something...
then after that...me, cheryl, sharyn and peiqi met at the band room there...then dont know what happened...i forgot what did jialing do to make me spray water at her..so we had this water fight lor...then spray here spray there..then that stupid joanna was sashaying in the middle and i didnt really noticed so i SPRAYED! then some went on jialing and the rest was all over joanna..she was screaming her head off and her reaction was like so funny lor..cant stand her lah..totally siao..hahahaha.. then after that we went to the bus stop and i did not even know which bus to take lor...i keep thinking that 197 would bring me to singpost but then obviously i was wrong...so dumb leh...like i never sit bus before like that..so after that, while walking towards singpost..me and cheryl started playing with the stupid mimosa plant..so dumb lor...ok so after that we left our stuffs at kfc and me and cheryl went to the toilet...talked about my tragedy while walking to the toilet and i was so immersed in that situation that i lost my sense of direction..i was just about to walk right in a MALE toilet when cheryl stopped me right on the dot..and was laughing like siao..hahahaha...siao...then after that..went back to kfc..sharyn and peiqi were supposed to take care of the stuffs but both of them seems to have their faces glued upon kfc's fantastic glass panel..i think if someone from behind just grab cheryl's flute...no one would even know..hahaha..so i saw sharyn's hair sticking out...i mean like one little patch sticking out..so funny cause like tweetie bird...according to cheryl..hahaha..so me and cheryl started laughing at her while at the cashier..then i ordered and all and was busy looking at the chicken when i saw this straw flying past my arms...and before i looked at the chickens, the last thing i saw was cheryl taking the straws from the straw box thing...so immediately i snapped at cheryl
me- CAN YOU PLEAE STOP PLAYING WITH STRAWS???
cheryl- (blur) HUH? not me lah...where got
me- its you lah...
then before i can finish my sentence, this malay boy appeared in the middle of both of us and said- SOLLIE SOLLIE..and then cheryl started laughing..i was so maluated and just grabbed my tray and walk to the table..so dumb...so eat and eat..talk talk talk...then when i am almost done..peiqi showed me her popcorn chicken box which was like 3/4 full and asked me whether i want or not..i was like WTH..siao ah..everybody finish liao she still dont know eat so slow..i think she can join joanna's club of eating so slow...DEMURE mah..hahahaha...so after that cheryl and sharyn went home, left me and peiqi at the bus stop waiting for the bus..as i was already running late for my tennis lessons, i wanted to take a taxi instead..but cannot get one so by the time the 135 bus came...and i took it with peiqi lor..then quickly walked to haig court...play tennis...blahblah..in the band tee and shorts..was so hot...hahahaha...then after that go home lor..
here...to the someone who wants me to blog so much...blahblah..my DAY!
RUOYU was here!
9:24 PM
11.8.05
110805
I dont think i am supposed to be blogging at this time of the day as tomorrow i have my science test...12 marks...multiple choices...but still have to study hard for it..
lalala~ i did not update for the past er...
8days!!! to be exact...sigh..what is it with me? i simply dont understand myself well...if i dont understnad myself..who else can? oh sheesh..i am talking crap here you know...what the hell am i doing?? blahdeeblahwell..let me talk about monday..the school national day celebration...right..first..i had to wake up super uber early in the morning to get ready for school in band uni...right...but guess what? i couldnt wake even when the alarm went off for so long...i think i am probably going deaf liao..who knows? then after that quickly have breakfast then go bathe and change into and uni...actually not full uni...half only..i never wear the blazer and hat..never wear blazer because very hot...then the hat...paiseh..dont know how to wear...=) needed some help...ooh..i was 5 minutes late...whahahaha..no, this is not something to laugh about..apparently i got to run 5 rounds...i think i am getting more lazy after each and everyday..i dont feel that enthusiasm in running already...i am so restless...cause napfa is over and i dont feel like practising...maybe i should consider practising for the cross country...i would be running leh...hahahahhaah..so embarrassing...hahahahahaha...then what ah..oh ya..we went down around 7.15 like that...oh manz...stupid peach saw me and started guffawing non-stop lor...oh what art thou? one word to describe me eh? how about this--> CLOWN alright so before we even started...it drizzled a bit..and we went back into the foyer...and what..a sudden change of the weather..probably the weather is pmsing...gosh..i am seriously out of my mind...how can the weather be pmsing? ok so yeah...we thought no need to play but yeah...still have to play...then ok..i was sweating like a mad cow can? siao lor..i think my sweat glands are over-reacting...hahahahahhahaha..crap...so after that i went back to class...nothing much lor...me and candice started practising our serving...hahahahhaha..so dumb..the ball flew everywhere..then kena jaz lor...wah...jaz almost wanted to murder me...i can see the flames in her eyes..hahahahaha..ok so later went to the hall for the assembly stuffs...nothing much lor...just singing and stuffs...MUNAERRU VALIBAA.. i just feel like singing this song for the moment..well i was singing this song almost for the whole day today...i am going bonkers..not surprising though...after that i stayed back to do my napfa cause i couldnt make it last friday...the queue was so long and i had no time as i was in such a dead rush...i went off and so tomorrow during PE lesson, i got to do my napfa...hahahahah...rushed back home for a quick bath and made my way from kallang mrt ,after my mum dropped me there, to somerset...walked to cineleisure...saw charlene, cheryl and joanna sitting at kfc with my
BURGER KING take away...although i am very grateful but char is really pro sia...go kfc with burger king take away...no comments...so char and cheryl finished their food and only left with the ever so demure joanna sipping contentedly at her pepsi...then we started crapping, and APPARENTLY, after one meal...BOTH char and cheryl was hungry AGAIN and went to buy a second set...so we started crapping and me burping..hahahahahah..so funny lor...i laugh until can die leh...stupid char kept vibrating the whole table...hahahahahhahahaha...then yeah...waited for candice and isabella to turn up...well...we wanted to watch charlie and the choco factory but the tickets were all sold out and so we started heading to plaza sing..hoping to catch the movie there instead...i was playing with cheryl's soft toy and competing with char...about what? RUNNING...hahahahahaha..nothing better to do than to start running at orchard...hahahahahaha..so when we reached ps...we immediately went up and i almost fainted when i saw the bloody long queue...so me, cheryl and candice decided to go to the toilet...and we went the wrong direction and had to walk one big round...how dumb can we be...hahahahahaha..then after that bear in mind people...i am still holding on the cheryl's turtle...hahahahah...so after i came out and wash my hands...i went to dry my hands at my fave hand dryer lor...so while drying my hands...i ACCIDENTALLY drop her turtle into the hand dryer and when she saw it...she went "AHHHHHHHHHHH" then started coming after me..i grabbed the turtle and ran off...nowhere to run...if i got out..surely got lots of people so i started heading towards the carpark area there...then there got travellator and i started running up and down on it...during the second time, cheryl stopped and waited for me at the top and said to me "ahya...i wait for you..anyway you will still be coming up what" then i felt so dumb..hahahahah..run up and down like siao like that...i think maybe weeling is right..i am a siao zah boh...so after that, when i reached the top, cheryl started the chase again...i ran for my "life" and then i thought the femme toilet is nearer to the lift..so i chiong in...then actually, i wanted to run into one of the cubicles and shut myself in...when i realised that the toilet i ran into..was full of blue and black stuffs...guy colours...and this big big word in front of me--> HIS i was like OMG...then i ran out...then cheryl was at the real femme toilet there tying her shoelaces and saw me EMERGING from the male toilet...ghahahahahaha...so embarrassing..hahahahahaha..then candice blur blur come out of the toilet..dont know what we were up to..hahahahaha...so then we went back to the queue...and apparently, cheryl was so excited telling everyone about me running into the male toilet...then when it was our turn, oohh...NO MORE TICKETS...go and die...blaahhhh...then we wasted lots of time there..trying to figure what to do next..then we went to action city and me and cheryl started being lame and played with a lot of the soft toys..laugh and laugh non stop...so fun..hahahahahah...then after that...we went to city hall mrt...because of an UNFORTUNATE incident...char took cheryl's bag and went on the east west line..and cheryl on the other hand happily took char's bag and went up the escalator...i went up with her...and i was the savior lor..i was like.."is this your bag? isnt it char's?" then bella called char to come back...then exchanged bags and i left with char and joanna and that other 2e9 girl back on the east west line since there was no time to shop around city hall because of this stupid bag incident...so i alighted at paya lebar..went to popular alone to buy my beloved foolscap paper...then at the bus stop...i saw 196..i was waving while smsing...then wave and wave..the bus never stop leh...and went off..WITHOUT me...i was so pissed...i was like $&()#*()$&)(&$()*#()...then gave up and called my mum to fetch me instead..after that go pp to have dinner and went home..what a fun day eh?
k la..gtg liao...must sleep early..byeee
RUOYU was here!
9:57 PM
2.8.05
020805
I AM FLABBERGASTED
1 MESSAGE RECEIVED
OH MY GOODNESS
OH MY GOD
IS THIS REAL
OR AN ILLUSION?
oh shucks snap out of it ruoyu...this is just a dream..that would never happen during the entire life span of my pathetic life...what can i say? only words can express all my feelings now...
depression
disappointment
anger
anguish
hate
envy
degrading
freaked
jealousy
impatient
worried
irritated
disgrace
hopeless
hurt
suicidal
oh wth...what am i doing? improving my vocab ah...sigh..this is really not working out for me..i am just not the material they are looking for...i am actually a pile of nothing...i am stupid..i am not brainy..i am just an empty shell...there is only a few days left..4 days to be exact...it seems to be a long time, but it is not..time flies..it really does..before you know it..
special thanks to all those who cared and tried to put a smile on my face...really appreciate it you know and i am also very touched too...people like bernice, jessica a.k.a. jessicU, louisa, gillian, sam, candice and many others...
i hope everything turns out fine after all...
RUOYU was here!
8:34 PM