The Shrimpaporean Story

19.4.07
happy birthday vicki

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKI TSE WING-YAN

well good luck for syf : nat, mengmei, delia, elizabeth, kailing.

ok i got to go relieve myself.

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3:43 PM

15.4.07
miracles happen

i really like this song although i know it's quite an old one. haha. this is part of the lyrics:

You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to life
That taking a chance on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When You believe

QH QH QH QH, stupid jinli who have to remind me of QH

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10:37 PM

14.4.07
why?

what is it now?

what's going to happen?

i want to control all this, i dont want fate to control it.

my fate is not sealed, i will not give up.

i refuse to think that this is it.

please, someone, anyone, help me.

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9:10 PM

13.4.07
full of thoughts

it's a hectic week but now it's over.

time is passing too fast. how i wish time could just stop. not turn back, but stop.

is it just me or what? i guess i am thinking too much but i can't stop myself. can i?

i will try harder to stop. thanks for that encouraging pat, jana. thanks for your continuous calls, jinli.

maybe what coach arik said was right, even though it sounded quite cheesy. but after many thoughts, i finally saw the true meaning of what he was trying to say.

i don't want to be the bad guy anymore. i had enough.

i'm sorry for what i've done and i already did what i had to do. what else can i do?

it's fated things must end this way and i don't know whether to accept it or not.

do you understand me? do you even try to?

should i let go? part of me says no. i really don't want to but as time passes, i'm sure my grip will just loosen and without noticing, i would have already let go.

( i pray that this won't happen)

i'm sorry.

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3:30 PM